If its too good to be true, its too good to be true.

Just had a hard and painful refresher course on this.

I wanted to trade some gear for a high-leveled rune on D2, but the gear that guy wanted was on two different characters. I don't know what the hell I was thinking, but I dropped my Shako on the ground after that guy *promised* he won't touch it. Naturally, when I tried to rejoin the game with my other char, it has been disbanded. Like GOD DAMMIT! He stole it and left! Seriously, now as I am lying down on my bed thinking about what happened, I am really pissed with myself. Like why in hell was I so STUPID to do such a thing?! Tried to get my bro to help out with the transfer, but he was busy at the moment, so like the fool I was, I trusted him and drop-traded. I don't know, maybe I was desperate to go to bed and end the bloody trade quickly. Dammit! Do I trust people too much? I know I do tend to give others the benefit of the doubt, but now I really don't know if its a good thing. Its precisely there's too much suspicion and disbelief in the world that is why I want to be someone different, someone who stands by the 'innocent until proven guilty' belief. Seemed like it back-fired. I really don't want to be someone who always mistrust others, having no faith in them. I've always believed that every person has a good side, and I want to stick to it. Oh well, just gotta be more careful next time. Hopefully this won't happen again, a lost Shako is painful enough. =(

P.S. I have sunburns on my arms and shoulder, and there's sea training later. Aww man! I won't have enough sleep either, waking up at 7 exactly. This weekend really sucks...  =(